"I wonder if you ever talk about missing me to anyone."
— (via heldenkotze)

(Source: an-ti-grav-i-ty)


One time, I took more pills than I can remember and accepted I’d be dead within the hour. Don’t ever call me weak.

— Michael Lee - Waking Up Naked (via 361270)

(Source: isaidpleasedontfindmyurl)

"I can’t even begin to explain what it’s like. He was everything. He was it for me. And I was young and naive and I thought that maybe in this fucking world of strangers I had found the guy who felt the same. Who would make all the stars align in my god damn fairytale sky. And I was wrong. I was more than wrong. I was fooled into believing this man, this fraud, this fucking heart wrencher had the key to my heart in his hands and wouldn’t let it go. And of course I was wrong. Of course I wasn’t the only key in his god damn hand I was only one unlocked door in his sea of opened god damn doors. So there’s your god damn morality. There’s your fucking lesson. Don’t ever let him open the door because if you do my god you’re done. You’re just done."
— I wanted it to be him. (via exceptioninq)

(Source: exceptioninq)

"I don’t hate HER.
I hate ME.
It’s not her fault that I’m shit.
If I were a guy I’d want her too.
I don’t hate her.
I envy her.
I envy the way you look at her.
You say you love me.
But I’ll never be as good as her.
You never stop talking about her.
I hate myself."
— (via october11lovato)

I hate how I should hate him but I don’t. Instead I miss every inch of him. The way he said my name in the midst of his pleasure. The way he played with my hair all the time and told me how soft it was on his fingers. I miss his laugh and being the cause of his smile every day. I miss being his yolo, he was my butthead. I should hate him and be so mad and hurt but I just can’t. He wasn’t just my best friend, he was who god picked out for the both of us. We both knew god chose us to be together…and temptation came around and stole his innocence. I will forever love him. All of his faults are what make him perfect to me. For me. My Wesley will forever have my heart and forever hold the piece of me that no other guy was able to take from me. For that, he will always live in me. What I would give to kiss his lips, to feel him smile and say “your lips are the best I’ve ever kissed”. I love him. I love him. But only on my own.

(Source: gracefuldreamer)

(Source: feellng)


i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

(Source: lunacourtois)